Story of a Life
wake up in the dark
the aftertaste of anger in the back of my mouth
spit it on the wall
and cough some more
and scrape my skin with razor blades
and make up in the new blood
and try to look so good
follow me!
make up in the new blood
and follow me to where the real fun is
ha ha ha!!!
as stale and selfish as a sick dog
spurning sex like an animal of god
i'll tear your red hair by the roots
and hold you blazing
hold you cherished in the dead electric light
your face
i'll never see you this way again
i captured it so per
If Only You Knew
I must have rehearsed my lines a thousand times,
Until I had them memorized.
But when I get up the nerve to tell you,
the words just never seem to come out right.
Chorus:
If only you knew how much I do,
do love you. If only you knew,
how much I do, I do need you.
I dream of moments we share but your not there,
I'm living in a fantasy.
Cause you don't even suspect,
could probably care less,
about the changes I been going through.
Chorus
No, you don't even suspect,
Could probably care less,
about the changes I been going through.
Chorus (x2)
Oh, if, if....
in my....
love you.....
Iife....You don't know,
I say you don't know,
how much I need you sugar,
If only you knew,
how much I do,
I say you don't know that I love you,
and I'm so fond of you...I love you baby.