I've got a feeling
with the wrong people
and I can't control my thoughts

I wish that I could sleep
and just get this over with
...this is only high school bullshit...

I just want to feel

I was warned
absolutley numb
no good around people
everyone knows and watches me

how did I get here tonight?
what am I doing here?
how did I reach this state?
how did I lose my sight?

I'm lost... I'm freaking
and everybody knows... everyone's watching

...so here's all my hopes and aspirations
nothing but puke
god, it's so lonely...

I just want to feel